Random Thoughts

You can’t really know anything for sure when the people that define your life don’t look clear.

People change and so your life. They change their places all the time. It’s a crazy theater around you , which is not stable, not a steady ground that you’d count on. It’s not what you’d trust, not you’d be satisfied with.

But if you give it a deep thought, you’d realize it’s YOU who switch people’s places. It’s YOU who define what they present in your life. You are the director of the theater; it’s YOU who give them the roles to play.

It’s YOU, the sinner.

So don’t blame people about their reactions, but always keep in mind the actions you took towards them, at first..

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I love freedom.. I want to travel and see the world.. I want to meet so many ppl, I want to do what I like..be with whom I love.. at my current age 22 I didn’t do a thing!!

Still not free as I hope for .. im engaged to things that I don’t like.. I LOVE life.. I want God to give me the key of my dearms.. to become true.

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How can you wish 4 some1 to vanish from your life? it’s such a horrible idea! There are memories, talks, small details, it’s a WHOLE EXISTENCE, how can you just erase some1’s existence from your head? I think, It’s damn easy when there’s nothing to remember. It’s empty. No memories.. Nothing to recall.. it feels so sad and must feels pity, when some1 passes by your life and it’s like he/she wasn’t there..

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When you are too sick and you feel that your own body is fallen apart… piece by piece…then, u’d just realize that at some point u have to start all over again to pick up the pieces of ur self.. to start a hell of a new fresh beginning with a whole new self.