الاثنين، 8 سبتمبر 2014
A relationship overview
السبت، 15 فبراير 2014
عطلة نهاية الاسبوع
السبت، 4 ديسمبر 2010
الجمعة، 12 نوفمبر 2010
Random Thoughts
You can’t really know anything for sure when the people that define your life don’t look clear.
People change and so your life. They change their places all the time. It’s a crazy theater around you , which is not stable, not a steady ground that you’d count on. It’s not what you’d trust, not you’d be satisfied with.
But if you give it a deep thought, you’d realize it’s YOU who switch people’s places. It’s YOU who define what they present in your life. You are the director of the theater; it’s YOU who give them the roles to play.
It’s YOU, the sinner.
So don’t blame people about their reactions, but always keep in mind the actions you took towards them, at first..
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I love freedom.. I want to travel and see the world.. I want to meet so many ppl, I want to do what I like..be with whom I love.. at my current age 22 I didn’t do a thing!!
Still not free as I hope for .. im engaged to things that I don’t like.. I LOVE life.. I want God to give me the key of my dearms.. to become true.
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How can you wish 4 some1 to vanish from your life? it’s such a horrible idea! There are memories, talks, small details, it’s a WHOLE EXISTENCE, how can you just erase some1’s existence from your head? I think, It’s damn easy when there’s nothing to remember. It’s empty. No memories.. Nothing to recall.. it feels so sad and must feels pity, when some1 passes by your life and it’s like he/she wasn’t there..
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When you are too sick and you feel that your own body is fallen apart… piece by piece…then, u’d just realize that at some point u have to start all over again to pick up the pieces of ur self.. to start a hell of a new fresh beginning with a whole new self.
الجمعة، 22 أكتوبر 2010
Easy

I know a girl who wears the long shirt her boyfriend brought her almost everyday to work
I know a girl who’s going to get married in 2 months, n feels so deeply stupidly in love
I know a girl who’s in a relationship with her high school sweetheart since years now,.. n thinks wut’s next?
I know an engaged gurl who doesn’t want to lose herself for her fiancé
I know a girl who spends the 24/7 with her bf. They are a REAL couple..
I know a girl who would give up her religion for her beloved
I know my libra mate, who finally have been found by some1 who meets her head expectations not yet her heart.. but it’s on the way
I saw Bella loving Edward
I saw Meredith with Derk
I read so many books
I saw more movies
Still..
I didn find my love story to tell, not yet..
السبت، 16 أكتوبر 2010
Friday
تعلمت اليوم درسا, لن أنساه ..
تعلمت بالطريقة الصعبة أن الحياة لم و لن تكون عادلة أبدا..
تعلمت أني خيالية, مثالية , غير مبالية بالحقائق من حولي..
تعلمت أنك لم تكن تحتاج مساعدة كما ظننت, فقط ,لم تكن تحتاجني أنا..
الجمعة، 24 سبتمبر 2010
الفصل الاخير

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يومها كنت في الميدان الكبير, آتية من يوم عمل طويل, قال لي أنه رأني و لكني لم أره... فأصررت علي الذهاب لرأيته حتي و لو لثلاثة دقائق كان فضولي من دفعني داخل الميدان غير مبالية بالسيارات من حولي... رأيته و ليتني لم أفعلها ..أحببت عيناه كثير ... رغم محاولاته المستميتة الا يفهمه أحد و مع إجماع الجميع أنه جبل جليدي صلب كالذي أغرق تايتنك.. الا ان فعلا يمكنك أن تحرز أي شيء من عيناه..و انه داخله شيء اخر غير الذي يتصنعه... عرفت سره من أول مرة... و لكن هل حقا كان فضولي الذي دفعني أم شيء اخر؟

